I'm nostalgic again! I've been looking at my old journal entries and, though I hated high school, it ruled during the spring-time. I know that up here it's a totally different experience, and a good one at that, but I miss familiarity. I look forward to watching the leaves grow on the big tree outside of my sixth period class, waiting for the bus in the morning with no jacket on, and the feeling of that first step you take on a friday afternoon when leaving the building and going into the beautiful seventy degree weather. I want sunshineeeeee! But it is snowing outside of my window as we speak. Everything has it's perks, I suppose.

Something totally LOL-able: the local nerds on campus (not to be mean, but come on everyone knows who i'm talking about) are all organizing a huge orgy? what the fuckkkkkkk it's both the best and the worst thing ever! It definitely explains why I can't sleep, because this horrible image is running through my head. So who's in??

I want to go home, and I want to travel to Israel, and I want to be spiritual, and I want to be happy, and I want to speak fluent Swahili, and I want to do my homework, and I want my car to be fixed, and I want to sleep better, etc. There's so much that I want but I can't figure out what I need.